Desperately. Real life is slowly sucking me in, but I can't help clicking the link to my dA message center now and then to check what is going on meanwhile. You can leave DeviantART but DeviantART will never leave you. So I reckon it's better not to fight and return. Check my options, meet new friends, reconnect with the old ones, work, progress, thrive, and never, ever make the same old mistakes. I tended to be whiny, bitchy, selfish and all sorts of that. Shame on me and anyone who behaves like I did and thinks it's fine. Coz it's not.
Out there, in the real world I had time to think it all over, reconsider my views and ways. A lot of things have changed, I have changed, so you would probably never see the same old Rocky again.
I'm just a few months away from graduation, bit busy with the finals. All major exams are passed. I'm very, very sad though; not because I leave the walls I inhabited for five years, but because they won't let me keep my magnum opus after it's done. Either I deal with it, or sneak into the college repository and steal it. No third one, unfortunately.
I also joined the army of cosplayers, with Wilson (previous Saturday 04/13/14) and next year maybe with Elisabeth from Bioshock Infinite: Burial At Sea. She kicks ass.
Or Willow. Or both, in case I have enough money. By the way, if nothing else goes wrong between Russia and the US, I will be accepting PayPal on a regular basis. If you want a commission, let me know.